Jesus you complain a lot. Go do something else, the rest of us would be better off.This is my problem. I don't hate my job but it's a large pile of meh. I'd retire from it tomorrow with a big f you if I could. But there's potential for a lot of money on the Boring soulless side of aviation.
I can think of 3 jobs I'd love to do but they don't pay enough and are without a future. I don't want to work until I die even if I like the flying. Truth is the most fun flying is the one you get to say where to go. And that's fing expensive.
So in summary I do my job because money and I likely cannot replicate the potential income level elsewhere nor can I enjoy this amount of time off in another field.
To date it still baffles me how anyone that truly loves flying can say they enjoy flying a large jet.